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I miss you.

I did not believe you because you're a good liar

I only did because I loved you...

Seriously. Your ego needs to lower a bit

You're lucky I love you too much.
I hate myself for that
For not being able to stop thinking of you,
to stop answering your messages,
to stop being too nice,
to stop forgiving you
to trust you no matter what you say
This is seriously driving me crazy. 

I can feel it. My heart can feel it. He's found someone new.
It hurts. Clearly.

At these moments, I'm just thinking
"You should just leave him, forget him. That is just going to hurt you if you don't. At the very moment you'll see him holding someone instead of you, you'll just fall appart. "

Yeah. Easier said than done. yep yep

"It's hard to wait around for something you know will never happen.
But it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want." 

I wanna hear, what you have to say about me

hear, if you're gonna live without me

I wanna here, what you want

What the hell do you want 

Btw, I miss you :)

"I will be happy, in good mood and stuff, Just so that you reget breaking up with me"

Si vous voulez commentez, poser des questions, c'est bienvenu!

• 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? He did
• 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? not sure :S
• 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? about a month ago
• 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yes, and that's called "being polite"
• 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? no I don't think so
• 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? lol yes...
• 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Jeans and brown Tshirt
• 8. How often do you listen to music? Every day as much as i can
• 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? jeans
• 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012? Lol from now to 2012 NO WAY
• 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? depends 
• 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? no
• 13. What about ‘R’? nope
• 14. Can you drive a stick shift? sure
• 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Depends on who that is
• 16. Are you going out of town soon? nope
• 17. When was the last time you cried? Do you really wanna know that? I don't think so :)
• 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes
• 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? no
• 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? I can't afford doing absolutly everything for him, but if I could.. yes
• 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. : I still have some work to do
• 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? it is
• 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? no
• 24. What are you sitting on right now? A chair
• 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? nope
• 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? once or twice
• 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Marina
• 28. Do you get a lot of colds? no
• 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? The question I didn't expect and didn't want to answer. It's from Ireland. Someone bought it for me.
• 30. Does anyone hate you? Maybe I don't know
• 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? lol not empty
• 32. Do you like watching scary movies? no. Too scared
• 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? no
• 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2006
• 35. Did you have a dream last night? probably, can't remember it though
• 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? About 3 weeks ago
• 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I don't know.. I'd say no
• 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Probably. not sure
• 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? nope
• 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? absolutly not
• 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yes
• 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? naahh just go to college lol
• 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yep
• 44. What’s the best part about school? talking with people
• 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?yes
• 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? no
• 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? I do.
• 48. Were you single over the last summer? no
• 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? No It's so different. 2 years is a bunch of time
• 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Shower and work, which I will do as soon as this will be finished
• 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? No. Why hating people?
• 52. Are you nice to everyone? I try to at least
• 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? I don't know.
• 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? lol yes i can
• 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Not really but, as always, depends who's there
• 56. Do you think you like someone? yes
• 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? yes
• 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? both are cool
• 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? sure
• 60. Do you hate anyone? nope
• 61. How’s your heart? Lost 
• 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yes. Which is why I won't tell what that is
• 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? shit yeah
• 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? I hope not
• 65. Are your toenails painted pink? no
• 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? I don't know!! 
• 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? WTF?! No!! Are there really people out there who likes when someone they love is crying??!
• 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?no
• 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? eeemmm my mother
• 70. How do you look right now? tired and bad
• 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? not around here
• 72. Can you commit to one person? yes
• 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? no
• 74. Have you ever felt replaced? I will soon enough lol
• 75. Did you wake up cranky? no
• 76. Are you a jealous person? kind of
• 77. Are relationships ever worth it? Depends on the relationship. If there's love, then yes
• 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? no
• 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? yes
• 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? go to college
• 81. Last person you cried in front of? I think that was one of my classmate
• 82. Is there someone you will never forget? yes
• 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? probably protecting me and himself in the same time.
• 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? there would be some things I'd be asking him
• 85. Are you over your past? not yet
• 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? no
• 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? oh yes
• 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? I would. And knowing I would makes me feel so weak lol
• 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? obviously
• 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? no
• 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? no
• 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? yep
• 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? no
• 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? no
• 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? didn't like anyone in march
• 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? obviously. She's my best friend !!
• 97. Who do you have texts from? Friends and classmates. Weirk question
• 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Nothing. I wouldn't say anything and that would mean a lot
• 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yes
• 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? no one
• 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? nope
• 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? yes

Où est-ce que je me sens chez moi? ... moi-même je n'en ai aucune idée.

Je crois que quand j'aurais trouvé et que je le pourrais, je ne partirais plus jamais de là. Si je dois partir, j'y retournerai.
En fait je crois savoir où je me sens chez moi. Mais j'ai du partir. J'y retournerai. Et on verra si c'est vraiment là.

Vidéo

Sinon, c'est la BO du film Another Earth

Don't take your loved one for granted. You might lose her worse way. She'll slip away without you noticing.

Relationships are about sharing. Not necessarily sharing actual things or objects,

It's sharing what you like, what you think, what you feel.

I guess this is what you don't know about relationships. Sharing without even noticing you're sharing. Just giving, naturally, without second thoughts.